I got more details on my family drama and now only have one aunt because one of my aunts was horrible to my other family members and now I have nothing to do with her or her daughter. (I made the decision cuz my mom said it's my choice not hers cuz shes my aunt not hers)
also for the people who are concerned about me I am fine. I just am just not doing the best right now. I am not going to end it or anything, yes I've thought of it recently but I am NOT going to.