1 - the second hand embarrassment is finally letting me live (even if it’s still bad) 2 - i haven’t had a gender-related identity crisis since my friend suggested i might be gender apathetic (even if my romantic orientation is still in total shambles (and no im not abro)) 3 - i’m actually doing fun things :3 4 - i think the silly is coming back and i’m all here for it hehe :D 5 - i’ve finally come to realise and accept that at least for now, being single is the right thing for me 6 - i have a good brother (no matter how annoying he may sometimes be) and good parents and a good dog and good friends irl and online and a good living situation and good food and good entertainment 7 - i couldn’t really complain about anything in my life beyond “i really need to stop doomscrolling” and i think that says something for itself 8 - went to the aquarium and pet a (few) stingray(s) for the first time in like seven years a few days ago, fully understand why small child me was unwilling to leave the touch pool the first time. and then i went to the zoo the next day and got to pet more stingrays and a few bamboo sharks. new favorite thing might be petting pools :3 9 - i’m generally just happy atm !!
