I know this may be a......weird thing to talk about here since barely anyone did something like this, but UGH I can't deal with this anymore.... You see......my entire life here on Scratch was all just one big secret I never told my IRL friends and family, which I know sounds.....inmoral, but I had my reasons to do so before. My old focus which took over me for the past 5 years was just.....not what I wanted to be associated with, yes I love Undertale and Deltarune as indie games, but I became to absorbed in it's massive fandoms that it......took over me, and for awhile, it seeped into here. Of course I fully got out of it with my NEW main love and focus, which is Voice acting, which IS something I want to be known for. There's so much more I wish to do......which would only become possible once people in my IRL life knows, but that's the ISSUE. I can't even bring myself to tell them, and I don't fully understand WHY I can't show them what I want to be and how I'm able to pursue it! Is it because I'm afraid to do so BECAUSE of that stupid old life??? Is it because Fear continues to hold it's chains on my soul to prevent me from doing what I WANT to do??? Or is it just something else I don't EVEN understand!? W-WHY IS THAT I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO REVEAL THE TRUTH!?!? ......(Sigh) look I'm terribly sorry for bringing all of this down upon whoever reads this, but I'm just TERRIBLY stuck right now and.....I don't know WHAT to do now.... :(
