「Lyrics」 Wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea I wanna raise the money, to invest in plastic surgery I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars, 'cause, I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? I want to be torn apart, excrutiatingly I punish my body, 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like, "Oh, weee!" The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed I wanna take a knife, and draw a line across my chest I wanna feel much better, than I do when I am at my best I wanna fly away, from my own my skin, and find a better place I wanna slash across what used to be my face I want to be torn apart, excrutiatingly I punish my body, 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like, "Oh, weee!" The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed They say that it gets better, but I guess that was a lie, I guess we all just fake it 'till we die Sympathy and love, we can extend it to someone else, but it's harder when you have to love yourself I want to be torn apart, excrutiatingly I punish my body, 'cause it's not good enough for me The scary thoughts are spreading like, "Oh, weee!" The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
I wrote the lyrics with no help bc I don't want my parents to find this in my search history. Can we agree that this song is more relatable than I would let on because the amount of times I've felt like cutting into my chest and ripping out my heart is actually quite insane y'all I'm so friggin depressed rn
