this song's actually one of my favorites, its about the stress of navigating societal problems in the life of oneself --------------------- Swings finally settled Tired of scraping metal Rusty, must’ve taken years Pavement would’ve made a shove severe Honey lavender tea Ending a winding week Made some great cacophony Sound docile, at peace Litter on the sides of the highway Walls held words i, for so long, detained Foolish to think it all will end on my birthday Weeks, more like years to navigate 40 prayers then i fell asleep Wanting to see you again, desperately Pushed through my troubles casually Front yard’s slowly shrouded by leaves In weeks that’ll feel like years to navigate Throw away tear-stained letters Managed to misunderstand them I'm avoidant of things that sound wrong after multiple rereads Cheap wallpaper’s randomly appealing I’m the troubled coat of paint failing in concealing Expectedly lacking true meaning Litter on the sides of the highway Walls held words i, for so long, detained Foolish to think it all will end on my birthday Weeks, more like years to navigate 40 prayers then i fell asleep Wanting to see you again, desperately Pushed through my troubles casually Front yard’s slowly shrouded by leaves In weeks that’ll feel like years to navigate Like a blade of grass growing through cement Am I that resilient? And is that resilient? Am I that resilient? Like a blade of grass growing through cement Am I that resilient? And is that resilient? Am I that resilient? Litter on the sides of the highway Walls held words i, for so long, detained Foolish to think it all will end on my birthday Weeks, more like years to navigate 40 prayers then i fell asleep Wanting to see you again, desperately Pushed through my troubles casually Front yard’s slowly shrouded by leaves In weeks that’ll feel like years to navigate