" w h y . . . " ･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ:─•~✩~ G H O S T SRP ~✩~•･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ: ⚠⚠ !! Trigger warnings !! ⚠⚠ mental breakdown . some caps . mentions of d34th and mvrder . loss of a loved one . if any of this triggers you please have a trusted adult to talk to <3 『 This roleplay is in a bit of first person unlike the other roleplays that have been in third person. 』 『 please read the lyrics as Ghost's background thoughts to truly understand the pain she feels 』 ･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ:─•~✩~•──•♦︎•──•♦︎•──•~✩~•･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ: 『 The water's getting way too cold. 』 Chest tight. Eyes blurred. Bones shaking. This can't be happening. 『 I thought it'd learn to keep me warm. 』 First it was fae. Now him. not h i m. anyone but h i m. 『 But it's reaching down my throat 』 The familiar taste of pain is back. The taste of all those gone that meant the world. Why is it back. Why. Why. w h y . . . 『 And it's freezing all my bones still 』 H e was everything. H e was caring. gentle. understanding. H e was everything. 『 I try to reach over the endless waves 』 H e was everything. H e was loving. tender. patient. H e was everything. e v e r y t h i n g t o m e 『 Can't call for help, so I'll just call my name. 』 That f o x h e a r t . . . k i l l e d H I M m y EVERYTHING i s g o n e 『 But not even I can hear 』 Ears ringing. Tears flooding. Heart a c h i n g 『 I'll just disappear without a trace 』 I s i t s o w r o n g w r o n g t o w a n t t o b e a l r i g h t ? ? ? 『 . . . 』 p e r f e c t i n p a i n 『 . . . 』 I t ' s T h e s a m e a l l t h e T i m e . . . 『 . . . 』 . . . 『 . . . 』 . . . 『 I try my very best to stay afloat 』 H o w d o e s o n e g o o n a f t e r t h i s ? 『 But there's something down there that just wants me close 』 H o w C a n O n e C o p e . . . 『 And I beg myself to breathe 』 w i t h o u t knowing w h o did i t was it that F o x h e a r t ? o r was it just L i f e itself? 『 And there's nothing with in reach now 』 I s i t s o w r o n g w r o n g t o w a n t t o b e a l r i g h t ? ! ! 『 . . . 』 p e r f e c t i n v a i n 『 . . . 』 I t ' s T h e s a m e a l l t h e T I M E . . . 『 . . . 』 . . . 『 . . . 』 . . . 『 . . . 』 I l o v e d You. But That f o x h e a r t didn't want me to be loved... 『 . . . 』
･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ:─•~✩~•──•♦︎•──•♦︎•──•~✩~•･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ: CREDIT TO . . . 'fae' - DaylilyOath [ ] 'H e' / 'you' - PlunderHaunt [ ] 'f o x h e a r t' - HornetVenom [ ] 'm y / m e' - Ghost [ ] Song + lyrics - Breathe by the Warning ･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ:─•~✩~•──•♦︎•──•♦︎•──•~✩~•･ﾟ:✧･ﾟ: Ghost lost her lover, PlunderHaunt the same day the two confessed. GHOST DOES NOT KNOW that HornetVenom k!lled him. BUT SHE IS ACCUSING HIM, I SWEAR SHE IS NOT A ALLKNOWINGPAW she is accusing him of everything, the starvations, the d34th of her brothers, the reason her mother d!ed, she is blaming him for it. so yeah :) she is sad now
