Hello!! I am 13 and 3 months!!! You can call me Luna Skye or Violet (my real name is neither of those btw) I resung an EP I released a year ago, HAPPY 1 YEAR OF IN MY HEAD!!! <333 __________________________________________________________________________________________ This one is a little rough (at least to me) but it starts getting good at the bridge (which is not a good thing considering the bridge is near the end of the song) I don't really relate to this anymore (which isn't a bad thing) Back then, I was pessimistic... I only saw all the bad stuff, I didn't even glance at the good... I have good parents (I know that contradicts my songs bout them, but they are good people, trust, its only the stuff when we ''argue'' or wtv), amazing friends, food, and my sister (me and her have a pretty good bond, I might write a song bout her, which I never did before TT) Now I realize, i'm in a pretty good state right now, and while sometimes I still cry myself to sleep, have mental breakdowns, and just struggle, I'm happy most of the time... not movie montage happy... just...good.. I'm myself... I don't try to fit in anymore... I had a glow up over summer break! In 7th grade, I got bullied A TON, and it affected my confidence and the way I carried myself. In 8th grade (now), I can stand up for myself, I'm not afraid to seem a little cringe (TvT) and I don't shrink myself for nobody (most of the time TT) Meaning: When you see the gray in life.... you feel like everything is just getting worse, and darker with society. You ask ''what do I have to do to be accepted by everyone?'' and it holds u back.. If you are dealing with this, i'm sorry. Being a storm sucks, but there's always a rainbow at the end (excuse my dhar man ahhhh) and just know: There are always gonna be some people who don't like u and will talk. Even the most loved person in the world has haters... Hope you like it!!! <3333 __________________________________________________________________________________________ Lyrics: [Verse 1] I think bout it every night and day. The way all my friends pushed me away. People are always so mean, to me. The world is not a nice place. Oh! [Prechorus] You don't how many times I cried myself to sleep. It really seems like the world is so mean to me. I have to act a certain way, have a different personality to be accepted. But I just wanna be me! [Chorus] My best friends turned to enemies, the love turned to hate. The world is getting more darker every single day. How am I supposed to live in this society? How am I supposed to be happy when the world is so gray? [Verse 2] The world is actually black and white. The colors are just our illusion. There's people who make living impossible, and when they're gone, you can finally breathe! [Prechorus] You don't know how many eggshells i'm walking on. The world is really mean to me. Cause I have to act a certain way, have a different personality to be accepted. But I just wanna be me. [Chorus] My best friends turned to enemies. The love turned to hate. The world is getting darker every single day! How am I supposed to live in this society? How am I supposed to be happy in this gray World? [Bridge] Some things are confusing and some things make you wanna cry. It's happened maybe once or twice. The world used to be colorfull! [Chorus] My best friends turned to enemies. The love turned to hate. The world is getting darker every single day! How am I supposed to live in this society? How am I supposed to be happy when the world is so gray (gray) my best friends turned to enemies (gray) The love turned to hate (gray) The world is getting darker every single day! (gray) How am I supposed to live in this society? (gray) How am I supposed to be happy in this gray world? [Outro] (In this gray World) (When the world is so gray) (In this gray World) (When the world is so gray) __________________________________________________________________________________________ Credits: I wrote and sung the lyrics!! This song is NOT produced by me! this song is produced by... I forgot kk TT on yt! Here are the apps I used to record and make this song: I used bl to record.
