- Pit - I'm always too much but then I feel I'm too little And when I'm too little I feel as if I'm too much But even still I long for a romantic connection, even if it means questioning my worth again But that's why I chase it right? The sting of heartbreak Just like the physical sting of pain But even that's starting to numb So I go for a mental solution Giving it my all but somehow it's never good enough I'm never good enough Love is just a temporary solution to a sinking pit Just throw it in with all the other crushes It never fills, it never grows, It just sinks deeper and deeper the more weight I put onto it More hearts, more feelings, Soon it will all fall apart And what will happen then? Will I throw myself over the edge? Swimming in dead butterflies and ripped love letters Desperately grasping onto any feelings that might've been left behind? Maybe that's why I go back to old love When nothing is new because newness isn't safe New is painful New means different eggs to walk on and different scars to love But when the old letters are burned away, And all the love I felt for that person never reaches the same spark, Im forced to find a new crush Because that's all I am A bottomless pit filled with handheld hearts and cold brownies So maybe I will jump over the edge and drown myself in the ashes I'm forced to breath Hyperventilate as all the thoughts of "I love you" bleed through my head Because I love you I love you And I hate to feed the pit I hate doomed love that will only end in heartbreak but the thing about love... It gives you a reason to live even if its the only thing making you want to dıe
poem after the pit you feel in ur stomach when ur crush walks by you know THAT feeling? ! ADDED TO CAN OF BUTTERFLIES ! Maybe that's why I go back to old love When nothing is new because newness isn't safe So maybe I will jump over the edge and drown myself in the ashes I'm forced to breath Hyperventilate as all the thoughts of "I love you" bleed through my head It gives you a reason to live even if its the only thing making you want to dıe
