I just feel inhuman. Like I will never belong. Feels like I’ve lost my chance at life. And will never gain it back. I contribute nothing to this world. I could, but I am never given a chance. Because I am ignored. People don’t notice. Even though I am crying out to them Begging for a scrap of attention. So much to say, but nobody to say it to. Lost to the abyss of my head. Unable to tell my pain. Wishing for death to come. Not brave enough to make it. Stuck in endless purgatory. Never to be seen again.