8/19/26 2:10 PM .................................................................................. I'm sick right now. And to dad, it looks like 'I'm faking it'? Just because I rarely get sick, the moment I get sick for a few days I'm pretending? Seriously? And my brother calls me selfish because I'm not cleaning while sick?? I hope the know how utterly stupid they sound. On top of that I have my exams, and mom wants me to move up to yet another advanced class so that I'll be all AC's/ AP's. (I have all AC's/AP's except for one class) I USED to like viola. I USED to like chamber orchestra. Now It's just something I do to keep them proud. And after all that, I've been clean for just 4 days. And whenever people do try to help, I just push them away because I'm scared of hurting them. I'm so pathetic. And my phone got taken away for NO reason. I miss my gf sm. ~Gracy~
"입맛이 없어, 먹기 싫어, never. 왠지 모르게 자꾸 불안해!" -Jellyous - illit ...................................................................................... Feel free to vent in the comments. Its a safe space.
