I'm sorry that you feel this way, but you're obviously a good person. Everybody is, whether they show it or hide it. It's okay to feel tired of living in this world, where there's a lot of hideous feelings, thoughts, actions, ideas, and people, but there's so many good things, even little things, that you've done!! I'd like to royally invite you to join me in a quest to change the world, bit by bit, or just a few people, and please, please do keep existing, and join me!!! So many people can change because of words and action, and by existing today, tomorrow, and the ongoing future, you can help people change for the better! Things you do influence others, so please, join me!! This invite will go out to plenty others, and I'll make a studio as soon as possible to gather anyone and everyone who will help!!