My alarms go off, but I just stare at the ceiling. Another day, in this life that seems to feel like a loop. She is the only thing keeping me from drifting away. She's my 1 and only reason to stay. As my other reasons slowly start to fade. Same old heartbreak, just a brand new year. Same feeling that never seems to dissapear. She is my sun, My reason to stay. But it seems her warmth is drifting away. Begging for a match just to keep her fire lit. To feel alive again. But when will she learn to create her own heat? It breaks my heart every single second. Did she smother her own flames just so I could have the night? When will she see that it is okay to burn for herself? Instead of letting the world bleed you dry. She used to hold the summer in her eyes, but a shadow moved in. The things that used to make her smile now just make her tired. I hear her name, my face lights up. With joy, with hope. And I hope and I pray That she'll stay. Stay with me.
Wrote it last week or smth like that..?? Found it in my notes drafts.
