Space/click! Buddy's high varies based on the form he is in: Normal: 3ft curiosity: 2.7ft? Rage: 4 ft Sugar rush: 3ft Self-consciousness: 3.5ft courage: 3ft Buddy's lore so far: (TW: MENTIONS OF MURDER AND HARM TO OTHERS) His mother and father would usually go out to a party or to work, leaving them no time to raise buddy, so they usually hired different nannys to take care of buddy (From age 1 to 18), cuz they were rich heh... Anyways, Buddy ended up growing emotionally detached due to constantly being taken care of by different people, giving him no real social life or chance to connect, and he was homeschooled too. He now has a cousin, that cousin's name will be revealed in a proper project, they were not as smart as Buddy, but when Buddy met them, he felt his first feeling! Jealousy. He would watch his cousin easily connect with others and even strangers, why couldn't he do the same?! So, he ended up distancing himself away from that cousin, instead of asking for advice</3 As buddy grew, he took note of others around him, usually picking up on their personalities and emotions, and he would copy them so he would fit in. Eventually, it got to a point where he was basically 10 different personalities depending on who he hung out with, none of them his own, this eventually becomes the reason why he drastically changes form when he's feeling something, he can't reverse that no matter how hard he tries, he figured out about this phenomenon when he had an argument with one of the nannys and eventually changed into his "rage" form, almost charring the nanny, luckily the nanny survived, just with a severely burnt arm, Buddy was forced to apologize by his parents and the Nanny got extra money so they wouldn't sue. As he got older (16), he finally reconnected with his cousin and asked them for social advice, which they gave, eventually getting through Buddy's head and helping him in social interactions, which he still sucks at and still unintentionally pushes people away from him. Blah blah blah he gets a JOB at a grocery store (age:21) and eventually meets Cefe, and for the first time in ages, Buddy feels a want to interact with Cefe, which after 4 months of putting it off due to nervousness and Cefe only showing up on Wednesdays, he finally interacted with Cefe, and they CLICKED, after a few weeks Cefe came to the store more frequently just to see Buddy, which made Buddy feel really happy. fast forward to 3 months and they exchange phone numbers which then leads to them dating, heh, turns out Cefe is extremely clingy, annoyingly so. Buddy isn't much better, sure he loves Cefe, but he isn't available emotionally for Cefe, it's like a match made in Hell! Eventually Cefe has enough of Buddy's coldness, resorting in another argument, Buddy eventually snaps when Cefe goes too far and says "It's not my fault you never got love and attention by your parents, it's not my fault you're just an emotionless loser through and through!" --- Awakening his "Rage" form again, but Cefe is not as lucky as the Nanny, and gets killed by Buddy, who eventually cools down after. Instead of bringing Cefe to a hospital, he runs away like a coward, refusing to believe he just murdered someone, he'll never rid of the filth on his hands. because everything was burnt to a crisp there was no evidence against Buddy. Now you might think "Does buddy regret it?" NOPE! He claims that it was Cefe's own fault and that they should have just broken up with him instead of starting the argument. He refuses to blame himself.
song: NORVEGICUS V2 (a dead air fansong) - KLH80
