DUDE IM GENUINELY ABT TO CRASH OUT- (RANT OR VENT IDK ITS PRETTY STUPID BUT WTV. ITS RLLY RLLY LONG MB) for the ppl that know me well should know that i HATE unfairness. I GENUINELY HATE IT >:C SO i had a lesson with a teacher i usually ADORE and LOVE bc she's just very laid back and nice, and where i sit, there's like this sticky residue on the wall that i usually pick at, to like try and get it off. she complains about all the sticky residue stuff on her walls and whiteboards all the time. mostly to me. I was already done with the questions she set us, i of course. y'know start picking it off, as i usually do. she yelled at me and said 'NASH WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?' so like I jump and turn to face her and say nothing bc like- she's mad at me and I wait for her to like say what she's mad at me about. and she says that I'm disrespecting her property by drawing on her walls. (what?) So I'm like 'I wasn't even-' THEN BAM. i get no explanation on what I'm doing and I stop. SO- i start doing it again (subconciously) while I'm waiting my turn for a game we were playing. And i get yelled at. AGAIN. so like I genuinely had a bad start to my day, and that was like the last straw and I started crying. (AT SCHOOL IK- ITS THE THIRD TIME THIS WEEK VRO) so there's these girls that i used to be friends with and started to whisper 'look, Nash is crying' I KNOW. I'M AWARE. CAN'T YOU SEE IM HIDING MY FACE BRO?!? so I start to cry harder out of embarrasment, but like y'know years of crying in silence helped so only the girls saw. one of my friends asked me if i was alright and grabbed me tissues. I calm down and just finish my work. and as soon as the bell goes (for the end of school) I literally just bolt for my locker. and i was saying 'I'm genuinely gonna crash out' AS I WAS ABT TO CRY AGAIN (I should really stop crying at school bro) and one of my friends say 'ungrateful' and i was like, woah- don't say that maybe she's having a rough day. but he was still trying to help me calm down (shout-out to him fr-) then i had to walk home w my lil brother end of rant or vent idek- hope y'all's day is good and fun :DD
