well uh.. I almost did the undo If you know you know I thought someone I cared about was on his deathbed until somehow he recovered from (something I do not want to mention here) And uh PLUH i found out I have autophobia whattt Ok no self diagnosis though. I don't ACTUALLY know. PLAH Also Uh Shzio is worse And uh I'm just great Also I'm on vacation starting today And I don't know If I will mentally survive The constant Waking up in the morning just to go to the beach and fry your skin off Yes, my vacation is more like I'm being dragged along or I will be put in a mental health residential place where they keep you for months. Thanks ma and pa They still deny I am pan BTW and hate that I am in LGBT community I sound like a brat, but I genuinely won't be allowed to stay in the hotel room. It sucks when your skin is snow white bro. Burns HURT