Aug. 27. 10:26 PM .................................................................................. I did it again. I r3l__p$3d. Why? Just why? And in the middle of class, too. CLASS. I was a week and 2 days clean. What a pathetic way to erase that streak. How pathetic of me. There are so, so many tests and exams in one day. Two tests and three quizzes. Ugh. I hate it. I have me. All my friends are so smart or pretty or both. I miss my gf. I wish she was here with me. I pu__rg3d again. Last night. I hate it. It makes me sick. I make myself sick. ..................................................................................
Feel free to vent in the comments, this is a safe space. I'll try my best to help and give advice. I'm proud of you guys who are staying strong and holding on. Keep going <33