TW mentions of SA/Suic ^ | So i love scratch righttt? yeah sure but its been getting boring, and ive been losing motivation to make projects, and school is a bit stressful including basketball because my dad wants me to be the main player on the team, as if he even played it. im not going to be like people in the nba, but besides that my mental health has been changing, ups and downs(mainly downs) ive had multiple thoughts. if u know what i mean but i dont expect any of you to actually read this, or even care do to the fact im a random person, im starting to give up on everything, sometimes i dont even want to talk to people sometimes, besides my friends but i feel like they are ignoring me sometimes i dont want to bother anyone, nor ignore them,i dont want therapy either, it made it WORSE sometimes whenever i try to sleep i have thoughts so i waste my time making stuff or just being stupid online, the thoughts never leave, my bodys been hurting, right now it's just my head, thanks to all the people who even. cared. or acted like they did, it helped, Ive made a another Roblox account because people kept harassing my old one oh yeah. i,ve been harassed 50 times now. maybe if i wasn't here nobody would be able to harass me, this girl at my school grabbed my neck, in a choking manner i felt really uncomfortable but it's fine, I'm sure it will stop I would feel bad for even mention, i keep having memories of when i was younger. scarlet. she made me really uncomfortable in like daycare my mom found out and took me out of it i was 5-6 and she was 7-8 I can't really remember, is that normal? I'm forgetting stuff so quickly, drinking and eating feels like a chore, maybe I should just quit being a crybaby but bye
idk*mews sigmaly*
