happy birthday, sunshine ❤️ I always turned down the idea of relationships, thinking that I would never actually find someone. I still found myself catching feelings, which quickly faded. Then I met you. This spunky, enthusiastic, amazing person. I loved the dynamic salt & poppy had, and roleplaying their relationship with you. Never once did I think I would find myself falling for you. I'm a romantic person, deep down...somewhere. I spent my life thinking about the concept of love so much, I thought I was a near expert. Until I grew feelings for you. Maybe my heart knew, while my brain skimmed over it. But soon enough, I realized that I had a crush on you. Not just another random person. Or someone I didn't really know. The topic almost never left my mind. I couldn't help but consider all the reasons as to why it would never work. I thought I would be more sensible about it. Like, building up to this big, dramatic moment. But no, I simply blurted it out like an idiot. And I think the reason for that is - I wasn't thinking. I don't think I really ever am with you. You make me say stupid things and feel like...myself. And when you'd said you reciprocated my feelings, I swear I was the happiest human on this earth. I thought I was a smart person, but around you...I'm not. And honestly...I don't mind the way I smile when hear your voice, or how I fumble for the right thing to say. Love isn't a complicated equation or question that can be answered. It's wonderful and confusing at the same time. So, I can confidently say that I am definitely in love with you, and proud to call you my lover.
