★ tomo is secretly trans theory.. been feeling a bit of gender dysphoria recently and during these days i would often think to myself and wonder just how different things would be if i were a boy- i have a few trans friends and they all look so happy just being themselves. i envy them for that, especially considering they have supportive parents, which i don't. (i'm a closeted bisexual btw.) i DO have supportive friends, as i've already told them about this topic. they said they'd support, which is greatly appreciated. i love y'all sm for that. (they know who they are ehehe) <3 i'd still like to keep the girly side of me, i just wanna be able to wear masculine stuff like ties and the like freely- (last time i put on my brother's tie, my mother flat out told me to take it off, then later proceeded to tell me only boys are supposed to wear them, and that girls can't. i didn't listen to her ofc as i snuck it to school and put it on there, but what she had said was stuck in my head. when i got home for the day and i went to the bathroom to look at myself with the tie, i felt masc ofc, but in a good way.) i'll still be known as tomo and ari or however else you prefer to you all. i like the names too much to let them go. (plus i did my research and it's actually possible for boys to be named ari. sooo yuh) i wish i'd realized this sooner, but better late than never, right?
★ dumb post icl but i really really wanted to talk about this to someone NO MY OC IS NOT GONNA BE TRANS ALONG WITH ME LOL SHE'S GONNA BE A GIRL FOREVER HAHA (i will however make a genderbent version of her if you'd like :p also fun fact, ⯅ri and mura are the only ocs I have that are canonically trans, i need to make more lol)
