denial

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uh well, @MagolorIsCool just announced her leave. And although I'm not going to act overdramatic about it, I also don't want to pretend this won't have an impact on how and why I use scratch. It might just be me, but I feel like everyone I've interacted with within these 2 years have been dropping like flies. It's like I was meant to leave when I was only one year in, but some ungodly force prevented that from happening and now I'm seeing the aftermath. I remember that @MagolorIsCool is the first real friend I made on here, along with @KirbsThe1st, and now there are both gone. And @MagolorIsCool said that her account will be removed at September 18, so they will soon both be forgotten. But perhaps I have been focusing too much on socialization on here. Maybe this is a sign to lock in and actually make good projects. Except... I, also, although I am still in middle school, have been seeing that 8th grade is much harder than 7th grade. I have been getting peak-quarter 2 levels of homework in the first 3 weeks alone. Maybe... I am getting too old for this. But I remember how disappointed I was when seeing "I choose to leave scratch" in Mago's final project. And I don't want people to feel the same about me since I have made some other real connections. But, also, most of my strongest connections I have already lost. And, day after day I am becoming more and more on board on making a GD YT channel, although I have already decided that, if I choose to do it, I will not be doing scratch concurrently. So: What do you guys think? Should I seriously consider leaving or should I continue to hang around for the love of the game and try making more projects? This project is just on me venting about Scratch because, well, my best friend on Scratch just left! I simply must do SOMETHING to cope. But also, I REFUSE to believe it! Leave scratch? She changed her mind that quickly? Just the other day she was whimsically commenting "hooman pk :D" and now she had suddenly decided to leave scratch a day later. like she had some ground breaking realization. And why remove her account? Did her parents make her? I have so many questions... most of which will likely not be answered. Now, I am not in any way harassing Mago in any way, in fact, I am quite respecting of her decision. But, why so sudden? I suppose it is yet another thing to get used to in the dark era of my account... ...may the first stage begin.