Dear Maplestar . . . You were never here for me Isn't that what a grandmother is supposed to do? never around But after I lost you The sadness was profound You were meant to be my grandmother But never showed Was it because of me Or something else I didn't know So now I beg one last answer One reassurance to my doubts Was it me? Was it something I did Or did you just not care to visit Was I just a waste a breaths. A granddaughter you didn't care for? . . . Maybe I'll never know But I'll always know you hurt me. When I needed someone You weren't there And here I am. Missing someone I never knew - Nyx