the big idea is… I’m scared. Very, scared. All this support and enthusiasm from you guys could just… wither away when i decide im too old for scratch… and in truth, my followers are what fills the empty void in my heart. And the reason why? I’m depressed. I have no friends, no romantical relationships going on, most of my family probably don’t even LIKE me, and I almost have no motivation to do ANYTHING I actually enjoy.
sometimes you have to sit and wonder, is their a end? everything meets its eventual end, and after all.. nothing built lasts forever. And that’s what scares me, the universe could just BLOW up right now and we wouldn’t feel anything… what if we’re just a cycle…? let’s just, move on from that for now. A summary of this project, I love you guys. Very very much. You don’t know how much this site means to me, to have over 100 followers??? that was one of my biggest dreams as a lil 5 year old! to be popular! For that, I’m grateful for you guys. Just care for yourselves because if you don’t..? you’ll end up just like me.
