Weird thing to drop on a random day in September. I know I’m not on here a lot. I’ve been worried about disclosing these reasons publicly, and I’m here to get into it today. 1. School: I’ve been focusing on my studies more because I plan on going to college to get a decent job in the future. I haven’t been too active anywhere besides maybe 2 places. 2. [The main reason]: I’ve been under the suspicion for a while (starting back all the way from august 2025) that I’ve been getting stalked, hence why I’ve been vague and not giving any updates on myself or anything going on like I’ve been known to. I get tired of switching accounts, so I’ve just been gone in hopes that there would be no reason for anyone to be checking around here anymore. My anxiety began to ease down, but things arose hence me taking this unexpected leave without another word said. Given that my Scratch accounts have yet again been brought up to me, I’m sure this will be seen. Nothing I can do about it, so I’m choosing not to care. I’ve been dogged on, targeted, and other things (this was all in 2025 as far as I’m aware but I wouldn’t be surprised if I’m still some inside joke between them). I’m still trying to work things out in private, but I’m claiming things unresolved until I can feel at ease and properly move on. 3. Mental Health: As a lot of you know, I haven’t been exactly sound for a long time. I’ve actively vented here, made concerning comments, and other things. I’ve been worser than ever over the past few months, with rising paranoia (stemming from reason 2) and hopelessness arising in my life. I’m not going into detail, but it’s gotten bad enough to where my parents have taken notice, and are threatening to take me to the doctor. I’m not sure what will happen or if I’ll be around to disclose that (completely depending on if I’m honest or not which I’m still considering)! 4. Seclusion: I’ve been hiding away from people with the exception of a select few people. I just recently lost all of my friends, so I’ve been trying to protect myself. 5. I low-key forgot about Scratch.
no I’m not this stupidly formal all of the time either i just prefer to keep things organized and i just present myself differently on here.
