- this ones much shorter but UGHHH I HATE RIFPLSJGSHIOF - ok I think its over he never wants to borrow my sketchbook anymore(he did that when he liked me), he never looks at me, and when I try to talk to him he looks away from me T_T also I've been thinking a lot like I always do he opened up to me he trusted me idk what happened but I obviously did something to make him not trust me anymore right? I just miss him so much and I wanna be there for him and I really really wish I never dated him in the first place maybe it would still be alright between us maybe if I wasn't so clingy with him or if I did what he wanted at the right time maybe if I just talked to him more or reminded him how much I loved him every day instead of every week maybe if I only texted him when he was online or if I never showed him my scars or if I never hurt myself that night maybe if I was just better and I truly think that he just lost feelings for me entirely and he just gathered eveything wrong with me to make it seem like a more plausible reason than just not liking me anymore JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH I don't care if it tears me apart at least ill know and drop the crush once and for all ALDO I HABVE ITBR SJIWOAWFNS HBU HFIJEDJIOWJDOWQPOQFJIOANVSHFVBWJDWOHUVNKJIHFUBGJNVKMCKOSJIF I hate that I still lkiek him and I hate that my heart jumps whenever I see him run by and I hate so much that I still hope he'll say he loves me because he wont its over its over and I need to change myself because I am not good enough for love I can be better please tell me how to be better
TELL ME WHATS WRONG WITH ME I CAN FIX IT PLEASE also sorry the drawing is so unbelievably ass this time my mouse doesn't really work right now
