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Itzzzz Yura yay hiii same day yayy FOR CONTEXT CHECK - https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1369139216 Yassss let's get to the point now (XOOOOOO KISS ME DONT DAY NOOOOOO yes im still listening to songs lmao) So for context let me tell ygs that uh we have a festival dedicated to a particular god - ganesh chaturthi... It's usually for 10 days but varies for diff ppl Like in our society ganpati ji* is there for only 5 days n we have events in those days :) Sooo today was the 5th n last day. This day we dance a LOT and then send off Ganpati ji then we get uhh BIRYANI* LMAO So this time I didn't go down much not did I dance :( I was at home watching amnse LOL but I went down later to get biryani......*insert evil crakele* (HOW DO U SPELL THAT-) so I was talking to luna cs I was standing in the corner cz there was tm...uh what do you call it in eng? BHEED* So we were talking n she was asking me y I didnt come to dance etc Then tom came over n started talking to her n i backed up a bit n let them talk. Apparently he had taken 3 plates and gave one to his mom n said one was his and the third was or his grandmother (aww cute) So then they went n stood in the too long queue n i thought what am I gonna do standing here let's go too TT In the line tom was ahead (Not ahead in the line js comparatively) behind him was luna and behind them an aunty was there then me TT so I was technically separated wow They were talking and I kept saying sh like ughhh so longggg n luna glanced once or twice- wait guys I'm tearing up listening to my you STREAM IT RN- ok I'm ok np let's go So luna was glancing but tom didn't even look at me. It was like he didn't recognise me...... And the worst thing? Any one else wld be angry at or jealous of luna....me? I feel ok I don't blame her. She can even have tom.... Yk y? Cz she's had sm taken from her. Her mom n brother don't live w her. She lives alone w her wierd father, no frnds in society (generally what I've seen) bc they've all shifted...... walking alone around the society.......she atleast deserves this.... And what have i done? Liked him first? Had tm problems? Nahh There's always someone w more than u Here's one...... So I can't even be sad wow It feels bad to like him too atp....... *chuckles* Yk when u js want to cry everything out? Yea ur gonna tell me that I shld.... But i can't.....tears won't come....its js not worth it..........but it's breaking me out <//3 Oh yea n - Tw - 70% sure ull cry reading sry Well see ya guys....bye *ganpati ji = ganpati is the name of that particular god and ji is added for respect *Biryani = a fricking dish I ain't elaborating *Bheed = hindi word for crowd i cldnt remember it b4 *weak smile*