100% recommend reading with the song playing if you want to cry lmao PLEASE NOTE : this is set right after sora leaves, all is subject to change it’s very likely not 100% canon in some of the reasons sora left i just enjoy writing srps and wanted to post this. The thread is NOT finished I’m just eager. giggles. -— " I made a promise To distance myself Took a flight through aurora skies Honestly I didn't think about How we didn't say, "Goodbye" Just, "See you very soon" It hurts to be something It's worse to be nothing with you " Sastrugi still stood by the tree. Shocked, quiet, in tears. Sora had disappeared, vanished. Sora. Was gone. Left cloud. Right after she had Sora's kits, too. What did she say to the kittens who haven't even opened their eyes when they ask about their parent? and for what? Because Sora couldn't deal with being named after her father. Sastrugi didn't know how to raise six kittens alone. She couldn't keep them, how could she? She'd have to send them to the Clans like their siblings. Sastrugi tried to speak, to call for Sora, but nothing but a mumble came out. It's claws dug into the dirt as it sobbed. What did my love mean to you? My loyalty, my love for you, my promise. Was it nothing to you? Am I nothing to you, Sora? Nothing at all? Are you even still my lover? Do you even deserve to be my lover? You left me to escape your past, to start fresh. Why? You left UrchinClan for the same reason. You had kits and a mate. A mate who wishes she could understand. A mate who you left. Are you selfish? Do you only think of yourself? Did you even consider me? Our kits? Or did you decide without a second thought? The past follows you /everywhere/, Sora. It follows you until death comes for you next. It follows you, and it follows, and it follows. So why did you leave? To run in circles from the thing tied to you? Don't say you're sorry, Sora. You know that can't make up for it. For this. Sorry isn't good enough for me. You know it means nothing to you, to me. To our kits. To /my kits/. Do you even deserve the title of parent to them? No, you don't. Go, live with your choice for all I care. I hope you know the pain, the destruction you caused trying to run. Six little lives will never meet you. And your /former/ lover will never see you again. Are you happy, Sora? Or does this mean nothing to you? farewell.
