Firstly, I do wish I gave Bluebellpetal a great life instead of going on an unwarned hiatus for 2 months that unfortunate April. He didn't get to help fight the wolves. Now FlurryClan is lost, and Bluebell didn't get to help out in the cause. I didn't even know that he was being moved to UrchinClan, nor that he was going to become an elder there. I thought he would've been removed due to inactivity by then! Due to this all, due to FlurryClan being gone and that Bluebellpetal didn't do anything to stop it from happening, I ended up moving to @TheBluebellMeadow- because I wanted to move away from an account of despair. Secondly, thank you for those who helped me feel a lot better after I came back. I'm really happy that they're glad that I'm back to roleplay. Especially @-Mariqold-- , she was really helpful and knew the truth that it wasn't all my fault that FlurryClan was lost to the wolves. Next, and you'd probably already know this, my comeback project, "-- BACK BACK BACK--", was made before I saw all the negatives. That's why it's so positive, and the projects after that were more upsetting. Finally, I would never forgive myself. Even if it's been over two months since the move, even if people are helping me see the truth, I will never forgive myself. I would need more help, a lot more help, before I can forget about this event. We will call this, from the hiatus in April, to the move in July, "The Bluebellpetal Incident". For more info, visit: "-- BACK BACK BACK -- || TST / Gens / What's next?", my project I made when I returned - https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1351209477/ "I AM SO SORRY", a follow-up project of "-- BACK BACK BACK --" where I apologise for my disappearance that I (formerly) thought was the reason of FlurryClan's loss - https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1351216876/ "moving.", a project that states that I'm moving to @TheBluebellMeadow- due to this old account "holding so many awful things" - https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1351218305/ Thank you for reading... - @Meadow_of_BLUEBELLS- / P.S. this song fits so well I have to say this-
1. art by me, created in the scratch editor, but the thumbnail is made in firealpaca 2. music is "empty memories" from octopath traveller II 3. decided to use a purple palette for this because the shared projects section on my profile also uses a purple palette lol and it's just a cool colour (except for jaowcrp important announcement which is mainly white and black but the other projects are also pretty white too) 4. background text is the description of "-- back back back --", with the last lines being in a darker colour to show emphasis on the link that leads to "i am so sorry"
