ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴘᴇᴀᴋ. ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇxᴀᴄᴛʟʏ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴜʀᴛs, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ғᴇᴇʟs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ sɪɴɢʟᴇ ᴡᴏʀᴅ ɪ sᴀʏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴɢʀʏ. ɪ'ᴍ ᴄᴏɴsᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴇɢɢsʜᴇʟʟs, sᴜᴘᴘʀᴇssɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜᴏᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ᴡᴏʀᴅs sᴏ ᴄᴀʀᴇғᴜʟʟʏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴠᴏɪᴅ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴀʀɢᴜᴍᴇɴᴛ. ʏᴇᴛ, ɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀ ʜᴏᴡ ʜᴀʀᴅ ɪ ᴛʀʏ, ɪᴛ's ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. ɪ sɪᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴡᴏɴᴅᴇʀɪɴɢ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ—ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟ, ᴍᴇssʏ, ғʟᴀᴡᴇᴅ ᴠᴇʀsɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ—ᴏʀ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ, ᴛᴀɪʟᴏʀᴇᴅ ɪᴅᴇᴀ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. ɪ'ᴠᴇ sᴘᴇɴᴛ sᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴs, ʙᴜʏɪɴɢ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴠᴇʀsɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴇᴍᴀɴᴅ, ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪғғᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ. ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ғᴇᴇʟ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴍɪɴᴇ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ. ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴍʏ ɪᴅᴇɴᴛɪᴛʏ ᴇɴᴅs ᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇᴍᴀɴᴅs ʙᴇɢɪɴ. ɪ'ᴍ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇʟʏ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴛʀʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴀᴄᴇ, sᴀᴄʀɪғɪᴄɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴘᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴏ ɪ ᴀᴍ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪᴛ ɪs sᴛɪʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴛᴀʏ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ.
oh, god, who am i
