Screw it, I usually don't state my family's names, but I am too annoyed to care. "Mike." "My" "stepdad." I hate this man so much. He doesn't even CARE. I showed him a drawing of Mr. Puzzles and he almost got on my case because HE doesn't care enough to LISTEN to me EVER to the point he thought it was VOX. I DON'T EVEN WATCH HAZBIN HOTEL. He never listens to what we say, whether it's about something that happened or our interests. Hell, my desk is in the same room as the front door, so when he leaves and enters he sees me. I wave hi and wave bye and say hello and goodbye, but he NEVER does. He just doesn't care. My self-hatred boiled over into hating HIM instead. SURE. Yeah. No. I don't even hate myself rn because I KNOW I haven't done anything wrong this time, Mike's just a stupid fartface. upd: earlier, a few days ago i think, i was trying to act nonchalant, and for a joke, said "i'm just a chill guy." mike was present this is how it went basically "im just a chill guy" "girl" "pf- im just a chill guy" "girl!" "im just a chill guy" "chill GIRL!" he doesn't even know i've been questioning my gender, nor does he know i use he/they now. im not telling him cus his reaction would NOT be good judging by all of this. ts gen pmo update update: he is VERY transphobic towards someone we haven't met but my sister is dating, who is also transmasc. He also uses a LOT of slurs he has no right to use. He is white, cis, het, but apparently he can do WHATEVER he wants because he was in the military, according to my mother. NO HE CAN'T. HE HAS NO RIGHT. HE HAS NO RIGHT TO BE THIS HORRIBLE TO US ALL AND WALK OUT THE DOOR AND COME BACK THE NEXT DAY!!! HE HAD A SECOND CHANCE BEFORE, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN!!!! I CAN'T KEEP COUNT ANYMORE!!!!
ts pmo so bad i drew a BEAN MOUTH for the first time in what feels like forever yo </3 anyways uhhhhh its actually fun drawing my persona, like genuinely drawing her manages to make me SLIIGHTLY less peeved. SONG IS CIRCUIT BENT BY STOMACH BOOK!!!!!! upd: so my personas a guy now he looks the same i just genderswapped him lmao :P
