[ !! TW !! RAW MEAT, FLASH, MILD GORE !! ] [ if you are sensitive to these topics, don’t watch ] [ 2x flag / watch twice for best performance ] [ credits ] - code . @-queenie-bunny- - art . @mintymistymeadows1 - song . 内田温 - ぼくらは肉でできている - inspo . none that i can think of? a few yt anims but very loosely and nothing specific [ notes ] - 2181 blocks - took an estimate of 6 hours across 2 days - this is my 2nd starpsychic cc entry ! - i’m really happy with how this came out tbh even though it’s pretty simple - this template cat is so cute i couldn’t help but traumatize it /silly
was too tired too do the dog head so I just skipped it sorry yall happy birthday to my brother!!! lore so since you don't know, minty suffers from anxiety and social anxiety (like me) and gets bullied. more on that later though. for me, the anxiety impacts more since I'm homechooled and only see my friends a couple of times a week, but minty goes to public school so for her the social anxiety impacts her more. (sorry if I'm not conveying it the right way, I'm trying) she only has a couple of good friends that she can trust. now on to the main thing. sooooo one day in school, a new girl comes. her name is mochi. (the cats are food cats btw) and she claims to be suffering from anxiety and social anxiety, just like minty. (emphasis on the "claims" part) minty tries to reach out to her after class, but finds her talking to on the popular girls about how everyone totally fell for the whole anxiety thing. she says she decided to pose having the same problems as minty because she saw how much time minty got off for her mental health breaks and anxiety attacks, and decided she deserved that to (she does not) she found out how much time minty got off by looking at the school's email and somehow managing to find the emails minty sent to tell her teachers that she wouldn't be able come because of an anxiety attack (trust me they are NOT fun if you don't have anxiety issues consider yourself lucky) so minty after overhearing all that decides to confront mochi(probably working up courage for like 15 minutes straight). but when minty confronts her, mochi just accuses minty of posing. also they were like in front of them whole school and the popular girl backs her up. (this is after when minty overheard the thing btw) others start bullying her to the point where most her friends (like my friends, a lot of them are neurodivergent,) because they decided they would not hang out with someone who posed having a mental health problem. the only friend who stays with her is her bestie snowy, who has seen her and helped her during anxiety attacks. (again, not fun at all) the bullying gets so bad she decides she has to prove that she has anxiety and social anxiety (combo straight from the nether realm btw) so she ask her therapist to write a note for her to show the kids at school. the therapist does that and minty brings it school. she shows it to everyone but they still accuse her of posingcuz ITS A NOTE AND NOT A FRIGGING LEGAL PAPER OR SMTH (those kids got some great expectations ig) SO THEY BULLY HER EVEN FRIGGIN MORE. flash forward 2 years later(shes thirteen now, u do the math)has entered an emo phase or something, and now the bullying is worse. the anxiety's better, but not gone. (shes got it hardddddd) and now she sort of just hides her anxiety to new students purely so they don't think shes a poser. she pretends that shes normal and smiles through the pain. ok that's it for now I might update it later but before I go some things: anxiety is not "quirky" anxiety is not a "joke" anxiety attacks are literal heck on earth ANXIETY SUCKS OK AND IF YOU PReTEND TO HAVE IT FOR ATTENTION I WILL LITERALLY UNALIVE YOU OK?? YOU DO NOT KNOW THE SHEER A MOUNT OF SUFFERING IT IS TO HAVE ANXIETY AND SOCIAL ANXIETY I LITERALLY HAD TO WORK UP COURAGE TO COMPLEMENT A FRIENDS KEYCHAIN THE OTHER DAY BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID THEY'D HATE ME OK???? I'VE CRIED IN THE CAR BECAUSE OF FEAR OF HUMANITY ENDING, AND YOUR GOING TO FAKE REAL PEOPLE'S SUFFERING BECAUSE YOUR TOO EGOTISTICAL TO REALIZE THAT IT ISNT OK??? STOP FAKING ANXIETY STOP FAKING OCD STOP FAKING MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS STOP. FAKING. NEURDIVERGENCY this is a problem with our world that desperately NEEDS to get fixed. while I've never met a poser, I doubt they're nice. ANXIETY AINT A JOKE!! DONT FAKE IT FOR VIEWS!!! IT AINT QUIRKY!!! AUTISM AINT QUIRKY!!! ADHD AINT QUIRKY (though most people I know that have ADHD are quirky, it ain't because of it. its because of their pure aura personality) STOP. FAKING. THINGS. YOU. DONT. UNDERSTANDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok uhhh sorry for being so violent about it but I swear if someone said "OMG you have anxiety!!! I'm Soo jealous!!! its so quirky!!" it literally be throwing hands ummm here are some tips for if you have anxiety: (ik I said one last thing but idc) these may not work for you, but they do work for me. everyone's different but this is what I've found to help my self distract yourself!!!!! play music, make art, keep busy, anything that keeps your mind off of it! (personally the song dance delightful by jamiep helps for some reason but its also just a banger so whether you have anxiety or not plssss listen to it) therapy. I'm telling this is probably the best way to cope with anxiety. you just kinda get to yap about your day to day life, and I don't have anymore space byeeeeee!!!!!
