i have got to stop doing this </3 she doesnt need me she ignores me more than half the time shes rude she guilt trips me she manipulates me she gave me fifty thousand new insecurities she makes fun of the reason im here she mocks my interests she calls me a child (in a bad way) she insults my pets she talks bad about all my friends she thinks long distance friendship doesnt work and makes fun of me always talking to my long distance best friend and yet i keep giving her one more chance keep going back to her keep telling her everything in a moment of desperation for someone to listen, even when i know shes going to tell everyone keep letting her in