//in light of recent events, i decided to draw the most recent part of an rp between one of my best internet friends I've ever had. //i don't know what's going to happen... i don't want to let go. i don't want it to end. //i love her as a friend should, even with a screen between us. I've always felt a sort of connection to her from the beginning. i want her to be happy and safe. i want her to feel like she doesn't have to worry. //I'm feeling scared, sad, and possibly nearly empty and tired, but I'm going to have to push it aside. i don't think she'd want me to mope. //wherever this goes, I'm going to greet each day, wishing her well and hoping to maybe talk to her again. //I'm trying not to cry. I'm trying not to mope. I'm already a sad person, so i can't do anything more on top. //i can't cry in front of my parents about it because they'll just blame it on being obsessed with this website. //but you're not alive if you're not obsessed, right? //and it's not bad if it's a real person, right? //and it's not bad if that real person makes you feel happy and want to keep going on this site, right? //so i pray. i pray for her. i pray for everything to turn out okay. //please, oh God, let it turn out okay.
