Alexithymia /əˌleksəˈTHīmēə/ a personality trait or psychological construct defined by an inability to identify, understand, describe, and express one's own emotions No words for any emotion. Buzzardignite stood at the lake. He didn't know what to feel anymore. Oldest of flight siblings and for what? Harrierflight still perished. Even though he left. He choked back words. Words he daren't scream to the world. There was so many to be said. If only he knew what to say. Sorry? He wasn't sure if he was sorry. He didn't care about the kittypets he killed or the sins he committed. But he was sorry for leaving Urchin Clan. He was sorry for leaving Sorastar to die. He was sorry he couldn't watch after Blessingkit. He was sorry he wasn't enough. Why? It wasn't uncertainty. He didn't know what to be uncertain of. Why did Memoryear leave Ospreyscorch to weep alone? Why did every single one of flight siblings die before he? Why did no one seem to even notice flight disappearance? No? There was nothing to deny. He wasn't going to let anyone down. No, he couldn't save Ospreyscorch. No, he barely taught Fogpaw. No, he was going to leave flight kits. His poor poor kits. Flight paw burned. The wound hurt terribly. Maybe. Maybe he'll just close flight eyes. Just for a moment. It wouldn't hurt to. Close. Your. Eyes. The loner blinked slowly, waking up to find flightself dead. Fin.
TW for death, injury, amongst other things. Feel free to comment however you like, I don't like using sections as much! Hello, it seems like your cat knew Buzzardignite. I'm sorry to say that he has unfortunately moved on into the afterlives. Feel free to send your cat's final remarks here! https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1385339558/ []
