every day im slowly losing my emotional, motor, and executive funcion , im being serious i stim every second of every day and i cant stop it its so uncontrollable sometimes i accidentally hit things and get hurt!!!! i keep getting upset because i cant complete tasks like writing or trying to think and i keep yelling at people!! i dont mwean to bt i cant sotp i just get so upset and then i cry and flap my arms around because i need to stim and its not fun and it hurts and i cant think in school anymore everythings so hard to ddo i cant even talk sometimes i just stop rtalikgn too everytone evertuoone everyone and i ccnat do it annd evveryth99ings ahrd to do even eating food is hard i dont like any food anymore im so picky annd then why i get expited i stim evrn more ad then i gbet hurt because i cant stop jumping around and moving crayz and i dont mean to and then it stops me from beign excited and happy and them im sad it makels mem sayd and u[setp what that happens and i cant stop words anymore i keep tyoing the wrong words when i mean to shay other words whats thappening
