You don't have to read it. If its hard to read i pasted it below Do you ever have this time where you are about to go to sleep, and your body already thinks you are asleep, but then your mind thinks of dreams for you, but they turn out to be nightmares about everyone leaving you and that they never cared about you ever, so you want to cry, but since your body thinks you are asleep, it stays motionless, and your parent or whoever you live with checks on you to make sure you are asleep, and you cant cry in front of people because thats how you have trained your body, so your eyes get all heavy and sore, but you can move, so your just lying there in your body, and then they close the door back so its safe to cry now, but your eyes have already cleared up so you cant cry anymore because all the tears are gone, and then you pass out because you havent slept in days..?