( so I basically this girl let's call her deer because I think that's what her name means i think i don't want her to find this and be like what is going on with her so I'm going to give her a nickname so she doesn't find out TOT) ( so basically deer we know each other since since I think this january or maybe last December i don't know and basically i asked her out on Valentine's Day and she's like oh no I can be your Valentine's but all the only friends and ever since my account got deleted we lost out a touch and I really missed her but right now I'm just too much in love with her for some reason like something's wrong with me something's kicking in I don't know i really don't know i just miss her so much i just don't want to know what to do and she knows I like her But you know she's not pansexual or lesbian or bisexual i'm just really sad because i miss her so much and I don't know if she's going to go talk to me again i miss her like actual i really miss her actually i don't know what to do someone help me please deer if you're if you're seeing this i miss you!
