Hi, I'm back now. I may not be online frequently, but I thought it would bring some of you comfort knowing that I'm doing better. I'm so, so sorry, to all of you, really. What Lola told you all was true- I attempted to take my own life. I'm sorry I didn't talk to any of you about this, I'm sorry I made you all worry about me so much. I swear I'm trying to get better, okay? And I won't ever do that to you again. Thanks for all of your support during these hard times. Oh, and today is my birthday. Happy birthday to me.