Guys I went 2 the doctor today to get my vaccines and before they did they made me fill out this lil sheet abt my wellbeing and holy crapsters I’ve been “diagnosed” with anxiety + depression The entire time my doctor seemed kinda concerned about me. apparently I’m getting sleep medication or something now and I’m basically required to see a school counselor. They even mentioned maybe my mom should get me pills to make me happier, though I don’t think she’ll do that. She’s not like that thankfully. I really don’t like this. I don’t like my life. I’ll live, but I won’t really like it. Of course I had to be born at a time where all this horrible stuff was happening in the world. It’s really taking a toll on my mental health, just even beginning to think about how disgusting people are now makes me feel sick. I’m was already struggling to fully figure out my fkin identity and now I gotta stress about my future as a lesbian, like im genuinely afraid for my future self’s safety. I just wish things would get better, but I don’t think that’s gonna happen anytime soon.
Ts so stupid
