so the dark thing is I have grown up most of my child hood in stress, I know you think I might be joking but I'm not at all here are some stories I remember. When I was only 4 years old my little brother he was crying right and his parents got into an argument I saw this because it was outside of my bedroom (back in the day they did this alot) and I just froze and looked couldent do anything just afraid looking at my brother crying and my mum and step step dad fight over him crying is just horrible and I mean horrible. I also remember my mum growling at 5 or 6 year old me for not being able to spell my full name it was pure stress. that's only the start of all the times I got nervous for my mum yelling for a dumb reason at me
