Hello everyone, it’s Camady and I js want to apologise. I’m sorry for everything but after my friends reaching out to me, understanding me and my pain, ig I js couldn’t hold back the tears. I love u all so dearly and apologise to each one of u. (To nixie) I’m sorry for worrying u and making u more overwhelmed + I appreciate that you care abt me. I’m very very very sorry for your loss and I feel ur pain. Even though addy is still alive, the feeling I felt when she left was as if someone had ripped my heart out. I rlly do love u sm and I couldn’t leave u hanging though I tried. When I saw ur msgs and how it reminded u of what I had done it made me anxious, I didn’t think you would want revenge on me, so I wanted to do it to myself take my scratch life away but that caused me more pain. I just was overwhelmed, over thinking, anxious and had a panic attack. I didn’t know how to express everything then. But I wanted to make myself look bad. I apologise to u nixie Ik everything I did is still not ok the way I did it the way I acted. But like u said I’ve changed. After I msged u I was dealing w my own problems so I js couldn’t bear to reply. It was all difficult, complex I didn’t have the right words to say. + Ik I’ve worried u with my stupid revenge on myself. Dw I didn’t hu*t myself I just sat there crying I promise. But I apologise for getting in ur business. I will probs be honest and say il probably come back and go but im in the middle of a stress circle. So im sry if I dont reply to msgs or anything. I luv u nix and I hope that one day u can forgive me <333 xx Camady.x I’m sorry everyone. I-I’m just sorry, there’s rlly nothing more to say. I apologise and hope that anybody can forgive me at least one day. I appreciate the msgs of comfort and I promise I will reply to them…one day. Dw I’m ok and I promise to stay ok. x I’m just in the middle of chaos school, home and it’s stressing me out. Il reply whenever feel free to reach out tho. Luv u all and for the final time im sorry. <33 ^~^ x
