Why do I care so much for people who don't care about me back? Why do they yell when I made a mistake and turn there backs on me the moment I need them and when they need me I'll be there. Why do I suffocate myself in all these thoughts of maybe it will all get better? Im trying and why am I even posting this? Will this just make people tell me to go away from them? I don't want pity I've always hated people who pity me cause it makes me feel I don't know weak? Something like that.
