i'd be a good friend. i'd always be kind. we'd laugh about the silliest things. please don't cry, it'd break my heart. i only have one to spare. i'd be a good daughter. i can't thank you enough. holding my hand through my darkest hour. i can only wish i held on longer. i'd be a good sister. words can't say how precious you were to me. i swear with you everything was a reverie . now you hold my dearest memories. i'd be a good mother. to my children whom i'd never meet. i'd never see grow. that i would never see open your eyes, take your first steps. say your first words. i weep for the times that we'd never have. i'd be a good lover. we'd never grow old together. me and you. whoever you are. i love you. if only i had the time. but the wolf is waiting, with my heart in its jaw. its eyes staring into mine, telling me i have to go. it beckons me into death's open arms. i'd be a good person. maybe i was a good person. i hope you thought so.
thank you. if ladybug ever met you. even if it was only once. thank you for making her life so wonderful. she died a good friend, daughter, sister, mother, lover, person. thanks to you adrianne lenker . forwards beckon rebound .
