6 years is a long time, you think you would forget the worst things by now right? jaiden262 jaidenrealalt treasurey262 you all know the names at this rate if you managed to keep up with me for such a long time it's really humiliating. it really is, more than you think. some say the forgotten past tends to stir up more anger, due to it being forgotten for so long. some may refuse to forget. but i've been wanting to forget this whole time. i feel better forgetting. maybe it shouldn't be this deep, maybe it shouldn't make me ache. but how can I forget a past that is constantly remembered and forced back into my head by others? it's harder to let go of the worst than it is for the best.
for someone with memory issues, I really remember the worst things. the worse details of everything every flaw maybe that's my gift? who knows. maybe it helps me avoid repeating my past. everyone has to believe in something, I suppose. even when there is no hope. even with no god. something soon, maybe
