Y'know, one of the only things keeping me going is the idea that one day I could be an artist and have my own web series But how can I be an artist when everything I draw looks like hot garbage? And even if I was good at it, I’d never make a living off of it. Some of the greatest artists go undiscovered no matter how much of their soul they put into their work. I’ll probably end up homeless if I keep thinking that I could have a web series I need to stop being delusional because not everybody amounts to something I can’t even find the motivation to take a shower or brush my teeth, how could I possibly be a full time artist? And who am I kidding? No one’s even gonna see this. Even if they did they wouldn’t say anything because nobody gives a damn. It’s fine to let me feel like this, right? Nobody would care if I’m dead. And if that’s not true why does everything point towards it?
