do you ever just sit sometimes, after making a mistake? it could come quick, or come late, the realization, when you've made a mistake. it could be small, like breaking a vase. or it could be big, like not taking a break. sometimes you'll smile, after awhile. and sometimes you'll cry, until you feel dry. lately it feels, as if that's all I do. and I'll get so hurt, but I hide it from you. because that's what it is, right? a simple mistake. so why does it feel like, I did something bigger? why does it feel, like I pulled some sort of trigger? maybe its just me, and my overthinking, but despite all these thoughts, I'm slowly sinking. but its okay, its just a mistake, tomorrow's another day, another earthquake. its just a mistake.
any guesses?
