sorry i ever met you sorry i gave you pain sorry i hurt you i wish we never met only for your behalf so you didnt get hurt if only i didnt break up with you and hurt you so much.. im sorry Max, i really am.. I shouldnt have done what I did, i shouldve been outright and told you what was really going on. I didnt mean to hurt you so much.. I get it that you dont want anything to do with me but.. at least acknowledge that I regret what I did.. i never meant for anyone to get hurt, I was being selfish and trying to save myself from the hurt of losing you.. It had all summer to eat me up and the moment I was able to talk to you again, I ruined our reunion. I understand if you dont ever want to talk to me again.. but I just want you to know im sorry . . .
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