~Growing Up~ It's next year, Already, But until now, It wasn't this close, It was an ocean away, Now it's only a mile. High school, It's just around the corner, I don't want to go there, But I have to, I'll have to go out in the world, But I don't want to, I want to stay here, In my little bubble, Protected. Even though I know I'll have to leave someday, I don't want to, I want to stay, I don't want things to change, Even if it's a new oppurtinity, In a big city, A larger door would be opened, It sounds exciting, But terrifying too. Why is growing up so hard? Why does it come so fast? I'm just fourteen, I don't want to think about high school, Even if I'm a teen in everyone else's eyes, I'm still a little girl in my own, And a little girl in my heart.
"It" is high school, it starts at 15 here(thank goodness). I wrote this because high school is now a topic in my mind and my family's conversations, even if I don't want it to be. I still love thinking I'm a little girl, innocent, nonchalant about the world. I don't want to think about high school <3 I might have to move away ToT Might do online high school. I hate growing up....
