idk anymore. I have to spend about five and a half hours every. single. day. with people I don't know. I don't know absolutely anyone. They're all... weird. I want to make friends and there are some cool people I want to be friends with but I don't know how. Ugh. Of course I was put in the one class with no one from my old school in it. Why can't I just get over my social anxiety and talk to people?! of course, allllll my friends have new friends and they're probably cooler than me atp. I annoy people so much. Why do they even put up with me? So that's why I keep my head down in my new class. I don't talk. I do the work and I get on with it. But guess what I hear in the background? blah. Blah. Blah. Oh my god these people are so boring. ugh. i also feel like I can't trust anyone enough because they all have their own best friends. In fact in my friendship group, everyone is a duo, everyone in my friendship group. Every single one of them. And who do I have? ... I have no one. everyone is part of a duo and I'm just me. I'm not depressed. I'm really not. Every now and then, I just get a lil bit sad about life. And it's quite hard to keep it in. And I can't tell my friends this without offending someone :(
btw, if you're one of my friends from irl, pls don't mention this irl. ty. note: the reason I said five hours a day and not six hours a day is because of break
