UPDATE 10/10 we found him! he was found by this lovely couple, and they called us as soon as they saw his missing poster!! we took him to the vet this morning, and he's fine, he's just shaken up and tired/hungry/scared/thirsty! we're giving him lots of comfort and millet :D my bird flew away today. sitting on my bed rn, I finally pulled myself together after sobbing for two hours. I doubt i'll be back anytime soon, if at all. i'll pop in to chat with friends and stuff but because of my mental state rn I wont be able to post anything or be the most active even If I wanted to. I miss him so much. Its all my fault.
if I ever find him or anything ofc i'll let you guys know, but its not looking very good. I live in remoteish forest. I doubt I'll ever see my son again. I wasn't good enough to him, the thing I cared about the most. how can I be good enough to those I care about?
