Why cant I just live normally? Why does everything suck? Why is everything in my life going wrong? I just wish I were dead. I hate that stupid woman. I hate her so much. I wanna freaking k_ll myself. I hate everything so much. Why did it have to be her? Why is she my mom? Why couldnt it have been anyone else? Why did she have to be the one? I wanna k_ll myself so bad. I know I shouldn't. I want to show them they were wrong. "This will make everything better, I know it will." I wanna prove to them they are wrong. I want to prove to HER that SHE is wrong. That's why I'm still here. And because of all of you. All my friends. I don't know what I would have done without you. Thank you for bringing me comfort, a reason to stay. I love all of you guys so much.(/pla) I wonder what would have happened if I hadn't joined this site. It means a lot to me. You guys mean a lot to me. A LOT.
Scratch removed one of my other vent projects, hopefully they don't remove this one. This is the only place I can vent while feeling comfortable. Please ST, don't remove this. I already have help. I just want to vent somewhere I trust.
